Depression makes you deal with things in a rather awkward way, when you have surgery you kind of expect the surgeon to be contactable when you strike trouble?
I would never make light of suicide i have lost a lot of close friends and been that depressed myself i have attempted it twice before ... but now i always try and seek ways to improve my life and my decision making skills ...
End of last month i was in a very dark place i bought something i shouldn't have, i couldn't do anything without bleeding everywhere and i have trouble walking because of another injury ... when you feel helpless and all you ever do is wrong in your own eye's it impacts heavily when you are alone .. and
Geez i surely Hate that...
But today is another day and although nothing has changed so far in relation to my bleeding or decision making skills... i do have my health
so one day at a time people peace out Daz ..x..