Crappiest week ever

[Spudz27]

I must say this is the worst week ever. On Saturday my Gran passed away, 1 day before I was due to come to perth and visit her, apparantly she was not well but it was a very rapid decline as my mum and sister saw her the day before. We were very close. I am also worried my family think I am an ***hole as I am acting like nothing has happened but it is the way I cope, plus I have my kids which keep my mind off it and being on the Ambulance you kind of get used to death. For me she is in a better place, she had had enough anyway and her osteo was so bad that the treatment was worse than the osteo itself. Also she had just gone into a home after a few falls and once that happened she just gave up, she also has now avoided having to sell her house to pay the home, she had already paid them 25g plus weekly rent and then they wanted another 290k. Finally and the most pleasant part was she died with her mind still 100%. I am also in perth to see my cardiologist and have been having some symptoms similair to heart failure. As I type this now I am in bed due to the fact I have been up for the last 6hrs with violent vommiting etc. This also on the same day I had a table booked to go to lunch with my mum and siblings. I tell you this week better pick up after this lol.

Sorry I am just venting. One day I will get a blog lol.