the worst night of my life

[oldskoolin69]

i dont know if anyone will be interested in this thread but im devestated and gota talk it out lol,
on friday night i lost it in my presious falcon, 2001 au 111 forte, shes low shes got nice wheelz exhaust and many more mods to come but thats all come to a halt.
ill cut it short... pritty much i lost it the wet 180'd up the gutter and hit a no standing sign... the force of my rear right wheel hitting the gutter was enuf to crack the rim beyond repair, warp the axle and crack a hole in the diff housing... also the sign made good work of my door, side skirt and door sill...
being a near second year apprentice mechanic and cus i did t out the front of work i got all the guru's in the shop to give me there opinion and pritty mych the axle is definatly skrewed along with the diff and rim, i can get all those parts and fix it myself pritty cheep but its the body work im worries about, the whole bottom sill is crushed in and the skirt ect... im trying to get a quote 2mora, moneys stressin me out lol every cent i earn is spent on keepin my tank full my insurance payed and my loan payed, i duno if i can even get money to pay the excess for an insurance claim what do i do?check out the photo of my poor baby and the diff, i did a good job huh, the black on the diff is oil n u cant really see but in the centre of the blackness is a massive hole i guess from where that swaybar or whateva it is has smashed it, im so devistated how stupid am i...